Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Happy Holidays

I can finally say Happy Holidays...I'm finally getting back into the spirit! I had some incidents happen over the past couple of weeks and stuff...RIP my cousin Mark! Always and Forever! It takes a while for people to mourn...in the past my cousin did a post about how he doesn't cry at funerals and stuff and at that time I thought it was a family trait I just thought we were too hard for that but this past holiday season I lost one of the few people who actully believed in me! My inspiration for law enforcement and everything....(this hurts to write but helps me feel better). He was everything good and bad all rolled in one! The funniest person alive and the life of any party. If you had the chance to meet him you would instantly love him! I let my loss get in the middle of a lot of things in my life and for a couple of weeks I was a bitch! I have to take back what I said about my family not being able to cry. When I loss my cousin I didn't leave my bed for a couple of days! What hurts even more is the fact that many people just kept calling me...to tell me the scandals of his death...with all that said I just want to thank those who were genuine with their concerns!
Happy Holidays to ALL!

Friday, December 02, 2005

Dro Smoke in the Air!!!!

Listening to Jadakiss "I Get High"

I never realized that I used to be chief-ed out all the time (dictionary - chief-ed out or chiefing -smoking some illegal cigarettes) the reason I say that is because I didn't know that I was! But obviously I was! How do I know, well ever since I moved back to my home town a lot of people have been saying, "do you remember me?" And everytime my reaction is, "Who the FUCK is you?" That's right "is you"! But anyway, I know my girls and I use to be chief-ed out but damn I didn't know it was like that. I think I started chiefing when I was around 15 or 16 the same time I learned that some lil sucker boy can sweet talk your panties off of you! But I never knew that we was on it like that. I mean we was chiefed out but damn. So what prompted this revelation! The 100th person asked me if I remembered them today and I could only answer, "No cause you don't look the same but of course you remember me cause I haven't changed much!" Knowing damn well that was a lie, I don't know who the fuck he is! And I hope I didn't offend him but it's true! Who the FUCK is you?

So I pose this to you guys...Did you chief out when you were younger? Do you still chief? What was the best time you ever had chiefing? And do you remember most or none of the people you have met in the past before you turned 18? Just something to think about ... you can post comments if you like!